pantyhose

anyone who follows my blog will know that i absolutely adore pantyhose, i love the feel of them on shaved or waxed legs, having my own legs to stroke, the look of pantyhose under a short mini skirt or shorts, the feeling of guilt as i rub my legs together.

imagine my delight when The Dicktator ordered me to wear pantyhose to bed, one night, I couldn’t believe my luck. i had to take them off during the night because i was overheating, but the feel of them was incredible.who needs a girlfriend when you have your own tits to play with, and gorgeous long legs in sheer pantyhose to stroke all night?

 

 

 

 

 

Cocklocked and Tittified

cocklocked

first of all the cocklocking.

Here is the cocklock I chose, with  Mistress Cassandra’sapproval

 

I decided to buy the Helmet, a device marketed by Toys4NaughtyBoys. It’s a good-looking steel device with what looks like a secure locking mechanism. I ordered the device with a 2” cock ring and, in case that was too large a spare ring, ¼” smaller because I wasn’t sure about the ring size

  Scarily, the device came with a brass lock. it also comes with a “comfort tube” a piece of rubber tube which can be placed on the cock ring, to make it more comfortable to wear and avoid pinching.

The cocklock arrived yesterday, after a few problems which were quickly dealt with by the store. the cage was sent to me without the locking pin, so there was no way to attach the cage to the ring. but the pin arrived today and i tried out the kit with the metal lock. it’s very smooth, polished stainless steel and it’s reasonably comfy. The design means however that the cock is pushed right into the cage putting some pressure on the glans, it’s not too uncomfortable and I can pee without too much pan, or burning, so I will reassess tomorrow to see how it feels. if it is unbearable i will have to take it off for a while. I hope  Mistress Cassandra will be pleased with the device, She has been pushing hard to get  me into another  steel lock so that I am under Her control again, what bliss!

The first night wasn’t too successful because the cock cage fell off in the middle of the night. it’s all to do with shrinkage, i think thet one ball slipped through the cock ring, and with the extra space that provided, the other ball quickly followed, then the cage slipped off.

this morning i changed cock rings, putting on the smaller 1 ¾” ring to replace the 2” ring.

This seems to be better because it has stayed on all day without any problems.

now for the tits

this is how they look after 4 weeks of Noogling

the better one is the left girl, she’s coming along nicely

the right girl is a bit behind, but not looking too shabby

 

clearly some more work to do, but soon, Mistress Cassandra will have me where she wants me: cocklocked and tittified…

efie’s new role in the hucow dairy

Efie will go into the dairy as soon as her breasts are large enough. her girls are coming along quite nicely…

 

Hucow Efie almost ready for Dairy brought to you by The Dicktator you have to wait 26 seconds until the sound kicks in but it’s worth the wait!

noogling for breasts

“noogling” is what owners of the noogleberry call their breast enlargement activity and they call their breasts “my girls” how cute. well i have been noogling for one week now and my girls are coming along nicely i definitely have some tissue that has developed and i can cup my breasts i can feel some weight there, yayyy!i will post pictures when there is something worth showing, so watch this space.

as i have said already, having to develop breasts is absolutely the most humiliating thing i have ever done with The Dicktator. what is happening is that She is turning me into something that no woman would want, so that i am totally dependent on Her for sexual stimulation.that is control, female domination and  it’s highly erotic

i’m color compliant today

In line with The Dicktator’scolour code today i am wearing lilac frilly panties and they look great! i also bought yesterday some women’s anti-perspirant so not only do i look like slut i smell like one too.

such a little gurl!

the noogleberry arrives and breasts are in the offing

the breast pump didn’t get an outing https://theresurrectionofefie.wordpress.com/2014/07/21/dreaming-of-bras-and-breasts/ on wednesday, mainly because i bought the wrong type. i bought a pump for expressing milk i’m not at that stage quite yet! so I apologised to The Dictator and ordered the noogleberry which appears to be the correct device. i tried it out today and while it is quite fiddly to operate, i managed it eventually. i was amazed how my breasts were sucked into the breast-shaped domes, looking like small round, hard rocks with a perky nipple on top. i’ll have to wait a few weeks to see a visible difference, we will see.

I’ve been looking at breast shapes to see which i one i should aim for with the noogleberry i don’t think the science is quite that accurate but i would like to have breasts like these eventually, 34A unless The Dictator decides otherwise.

colors

some comments on the colour of panties mmmmm!

the feminization of efiesouffle

as far as women’s underwear is concerned, panties, pantyhose, stockings, girdles, etc, I tend to like dark, bold colours, preferably black. But as anyone who knowsThe Dicktator will know, sissies are only allowed to wear soft, light, pastel colours, like white, lavender, pink , and i am,now, a sissy, therefore my panties are predominantly white, but i do have some lilac ones, flesh-toned, and one or two pink ones. i don’t like the pink ones particularly because they are not feminine enough, but i will keep looking…my absolute favourites are made by Eres, a french brand of lingerie, they are so beautiful, made out of tulle i have them in white, black and a dark brown, i love wearing them under sheer tan pantyhose.i am such a gurl now! i can’t believe i am raving about panties

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colors

as far as women’s underwear is concerned, panties, pantyhose, stockings, girdles, etc, I tend to like dark, bold colours, preferably black. But as anyone who knowsThe Dicktator will know, sissies are only allowed to wear soft, light, pale pastel colors, like white, lavender, and above all pink, and i am,now after more than 4 years of feminization from The Dictator, a prancing, mincing sissy faggot therefore my panties are predominantly white, but i do have some lilac ones, flesh-colored, and one or two pink ones. i don’t like the pink ones particularly because they are not feminine enough, but i will keep looking…my absolute favourites are made by Eres, a french brand of lingerie, they are so beautiful, made out of tulle i have them in white, black and a dark brown, i love wearing them under sheer tan pantyhose.i am such a gurl now! i can’t believe i am raving about panties

this is all about extreme Humiliation

I have thought about this assignment  some more.

The Dicktator. has made me do some pretty humiliating things in the last few years. the outing in Rome dressed as a prostitute, losing all my body hair, including a brazilian wax; the makeover session in New York;  going into a Broadway dance store and getting fitted for pink tights, ballet shoes and a pink tutu and then signing up with the alvin ailey school for ballet lessons (I wish I had followed that one through all the way , that was a superb one!).

But in my opinion, being forced to beg for female breasts has to be the most humiliating.. But i will do it, and gratefully, because it is what my Mistress wants. and what She wants, She gets.   i am thinking now about what it will be like to have boobs.  i will prepare myself by putting pantyhose into each cups of the bra  and then going out on the street. my “boobs” will be clearly visible as they bounce up and down under my t shirt. Today i placed velcro strips under my t shirt so that the rough side rubs my nipples when i walk or move my arms. by the time we have our call tonight, they will be all rough and sore!

I was thinking today that The Dicktator could use this as a form of punishment for infractions (when i am late for appointments) or when She is displeased with me, like the drill sergeant to the young marine.  “ok! Give me 10! give me 50!” the sissy slut will have to  to pump its breasts 10 or 50 times, each time its breasts getting larger and larger before its eyes..how humiliating is that? soon, it will have torpedo tits and large dark  aureolas with no place to hide them… perfect humiliation.

And there would  be a video call during which  Mistress Cassandra and Her other Mistresses will point at it and laugh at its sissy boobs and make it strut up and down prancing and mincing like the faggy sissy that it is.. what a slut and what great training.

these will look great

a bit of black waterproof eyeliner makes the breasts look even better!